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Name: Katie
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Birthday: 3/2/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: Writing is a current fav. as I get back into fanfics i've left on hiatus for a while. being with friends, doing crazy things, making fanvids, watching jdramas... etc. etc. etc...
Expertise: I love working with animals
Occupation: Kathy's Pampered Paws


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Monday, December 07, 2009

I can't talk to anyone.

Steph and Toby might be the only two who will listen and care/relate to me.

The rest of you... sorry if I wasted your time.


Monday, November 30, 2009

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Upside down, bouncing off the ceiling

(that's not what that says, btw)

Well, I worked all of Thanksgiving break, made about $200. Wooo. I get to work again starting the 20th of December. Even though I can't stand being there over Christmas, I make lots of money. It's nice. :P

Sooo, going backwards a little bit, Batinna, the twins, Candace, her mom and I all went to the TV station a week or two ago. We were all dressed appropriately, had good manners, etc. but I was worried. The guy said that they're the only TV station that would probably even give us the time of day. I think I was given more credit for my video editing 'skills' than I really needed, so it really put me in a tight spot when the man asked me what I could do. Of course I know that Windows Movie Maker will not get me anywhere with this TV show we want to make. Of course I know it will cost a lot of money just to get this thing started. Right now we're looking at about $4000 (just for two cameras, because we cannot pull it off with one), and probably tons of other expenses. During the 'interview' he was giving us looks, like "are they sure they know what they're doing?" etc.

However,

You just have to have faith. That's the only way we can make this work.

o.o.o

So onto more recent events, like this week, I worked at Kathy's again for Thanksgiving break. There were two new girls there and Sarah didn't work there (thank God), but Alex was still there. I came to find that Sheree, Alex and I worked very well together. Alex put in a good word for me when Julia asked how I was doing back there. Sheree told me I was a good worker. I felt really great about that and for once I didn't mind being at work.

Then I started to think about it; what stressed me out so much about this job? It wasn't the dogs and the messes they made at all. It was the co-workers.

The problem was, there wasn't really a set order before. People stood around doing their own thing. That pissed me off. It would take fifteen minutes just to spray a dirty cage. It was slow. On top of that, Sarah was freaking annoying. So that's why I just wanted to 'get it done' and it ended up not looking as nice as it does now. Call it an excuse if you want to, but I like to consider everything and think about why things happen the way they do. That's why.

However, with Alex and Sheree, I noticed, we all work at the same speed, so its not stressful, we get done in a reasonable amount of time, etc. Plus, they're cooooooool. Besides the twins and Lindsay, everyone else I've worked with there has either been annoying or toooo slow. And now that I think about it, besides Julia and Kathy, I've been there the longest.

So that made me feel a lot better about the job.

o.o.o

In other news, these past few days have been... nice. (joa... lols) <3

o.o.o

So I really like this song from SNSD called "Gee." It was cute, catchy and I would totally learn the dance if I could move like that. The thing with me is... I like songs about love, cute songs and just happy songs. (at least in the jpop/kpop genres) The twins and Batinna don't like most of the things I do. And that's fine, but...

When they don't like it, they don't hesitate to express it in a way that comes across as somewhat mean/rude.

"Oh no... that's gotta goooo"

It's basically like they're saying "you shouldn't listen to that"

And even though they say they're kidding, that's just what it sounds like. I know they don't care what I listen to, I just don't like it when they pretty much put down the music I like.

Actually, I'm getting tired of hearing about Big Bang every second. x_x so much that I need a huge break from them.. because, no joke, that's seriously all they talk about x_x gosh, they're almost like a religion (don't take that literally, its just what i say about people obsessed with things)

I still like the music though.

So i've been very to myself lately (what's new?) and there are a few things I won't write in here that TK and two others know already. Let's just say... wow. I've been smiling a lot more. :)

But that's really all that's been on my mind lately, besides random things in Sociology... like why black women are the least likely to date outside of their race. (I know that's not true for my friends, but you know, I'm just curious)

So... yeah..

^-^


Friday, November 06, 2009

I like colors :)

Hmm, what have I been doing lately?

Same things... going to school, coming home, sleeping, etc.

I have learned a lot more about other cultures, if that counts for anything. Sociology is so interesting, yet I still don't have the... comprehension skills sometimes to explain myself without writing it down so I still don't talk in class. :/  It's still difficult for me to put thoughts together.. ><

It can't really be explained.

And I bet people wonder why I always look so bored all the time when I'm really not.

I think its because I hid behind a computer screen, thus hindering me from learning how to act and react in situations and express my feelings. I'm able to do it sometimes... but most the time it makes me feel a bit awkward. x_x

Onto other things..

Halloween was pretty fun for me I suppose. I went with TK and Claye to this party. I didn't know anyone there but they were TK's friends. TK started drinking and having a bunch of different things. She got a little tipsy. I told Jacob i'd also go to his party that night, so we left. I was the DD. TK sat in my backseat and just pointed out random smily faces, tried to read katakana and also tried to open the car door while i was still driving. I also decided to bug her since I knew she was wasted and just ask her random questions... like if she would ever screw Claye or not.

TK: No... I mean... maybe... in time...
Claye: O_O KATIE?! WTF

xD

Sooo then we arrived at Jacob's place, but he, Wes, Wes' girlfriend and their friend were about to leave to go to Wal-Mart. TK hopped in the car with them while Claye and I waited back at the apartment complex in my car. While there I just told Claye different reasons why I broke it off with Jacob and whatnot. Charlena came home and let us inside. About ten minutes later, they came back. TK walked in the door saying, "I dont think you want to see me right now... ugh..."  she had throw up all over the lab coat and looked like a mess. She had thrown up in Wes' gf's car. So Jacob helped her get upstairs and take a shower. She was in there for a good thirty minutes or so, throwing up every now and then. At one point we thought she had been quiet for too long and went up to check on her. She passed out on Charlena's bed with just a towel over her.

So a few days later Batinna was telling me how I was such a good friend because if that were her, she would've left TK at Jacob's house. We could've all been arrested even though I didn't have a drop of alcohol. Cops were just pulling over random people that night and thank God it wasn't us. x_x I knew it was risky but the most I could do is put TK in my back seat.

So in other news, Batinna also asked me if I want to be a video editor for this production company Candace's mom is starting. Of course I accepted, but I don't know too much else. I'll find out more next week. Batinna, the twins, Candace and one other girl are VIPs and i'm the main video editor. Right now they're trying to 'hire' Big Bang over here and get them to perform. Candace's mom said that money wasn't an issue, as long as we get it all back through concessions and tickets. I think with the high Korean population here it won't be hard to sell tickets, especially since Tennessee is right in the middle of a bunch of states. It'd be cool if we could get them here. :)

Soo thats pretty much all I've got going on. ^^


Wednesday, October 07, 2009

Wee!

Okay, so it's been a pretty good few days I suppose. First off, Saturday, Patrick got his Eagle rank (the highest rank in boy scouts) and my uncle Chris, uncle jack and pop pop came into town that night for it. The next day, Hiro was in Nashville, so TK and I went to meet him there. We toured around downtown, went to the Parthenon, etc. Monday, Hiro came to Clarksville. He came to Japanese class with me, did a self introduction (jikoshokai) and people understand most of what he said. Lol,

Hiro: boku no namae wa, hiro desu. Yatta!

((quoting the guy from Heroes xD))

So after class, Lea, Leanne and Coty met up with us downstairs in the UC while he ate. We then thought the museum would be open, but apparently nothing downtown is open on monday (ftwww) so we just went to the mall for laser tag. After being so close in beating the other team, they gave us another game for free to even the score. The twins won again (because im terrible at laser tag) xD but it was still fun. I'm used to losing anyway. (cough, soccer, cough xD)

So Tuesday I was still kinda excited from the weekend; I went to Jap class and then home. Now today I'm trying to make a decision on whether to continue with my Gender in Society class. I'm freaking behind; i haven't started my project (project update due tomorrow, ftw) etc. I talked to Dr. Flower (yes, that's her name) in her office today and just started crying in front of her because I just didn't understand what the class requirements were and started feeling really dumb. She was really nice about it though, she told me that maybe I wasn't ready for this class and my comprehension level wasn't really at the level this class was. I really think I'm just going to drop it and get an automatic W. I have to be real... I don't understand much in that class... x_x

So yeah. That's whats happenin..


Sunday, September 27, 2009

They kidnapped me

So mom... when are we going to Japan??

I really wanna go.

((she won't read that))

Anyway..

Hmm, yesterday I got a little angry because TK, the twins and I were supposed to meet up at APSU at 2:30.. I arrive there at like 2:35. I texted TK to tell her I was there; she had texted me about 15 mins before saying she was on her way. So twenty minutes pass; I don't expect the twins to be on time.. ever. But what frustrates me is when I'm sitting there for 20 minutes or more without any updates from anyone... like where they are and stuff or if they're even coming at all. So I got mad and left.

But I guess I got over it later on..

Leanne invited me to her house around 5ish. We cleaned out the car a little bit and they showed me the huge spider that was in there. How dare they call me over for that?! xD  buuut. anyway. So we decided to do something random and spontaneous, so Leanne started driving towards Kentucky. We kept going... and going... and going... we were worse than the Energizer bunny! ((the hell...)) so yeah... we made it all the way to the TN river in KY... about 40 miles away from Hoptown. Leanne was freaking out about driving over the bridges and we weren't really going anywhere... so we just turned around. The only stop we made was at Wendys. xD

Lea: OMG. THE COWS! LOOK AT THE COWS! They're all WHITE! WHAT THE HELL?!

((I got a video of that)) xD

So I kept texting TK and Claye telling them we were in Indiana... not sure if they believed me but oh well. The last thing I sent to TK said "two hours til Michigan!" XD

I'm so mean.

So yeah. Yay for random trips?



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